PASTRY CREAM LAB

OMG!!!! MY SWAN WAS A MESS.... I WALKED AWAY 2NITE NOT FEELING GOOD ABOUT MYSELF AND MY STOMACH WAS SO SICK FROM TASTEING EVERY SWEET THING THAT I COOKED.....BAKING MY NOT BE MY THING, I HATE TO SAY IT... WOW.......CAN I JUST GO AND HIDE. I 4GOT TO FILL MY ECLAIRS W THE PASTRY CREAM. MY SWANS LOOKED LIKE A RAT W WINGS.... OMG...WHAT DID I GET MY SELF INTO.... NOW I HAVE TO PRACTICE AND PRACTICE B4 MY FINAL........I'M ON MY KNEES PRAYING ALREADY....